Lost

If I chose a different path, would I be happier? Seriously, I'm having doubts that my passion and my dream are not enough to get me through this.

I know this is all worth it in the end, but enduring all these trials is seeping the life out of me.

I'm generally a happy person, but recent events have made me lost and down, and I don't know where to get that strong push to keep me standing once again.

I wish my parents were one snap of a finger away from me. I know their warm hugs and comforting presence would do such a difference. Sadly though, this is what growing up is all about; you'll realize that despite the many people around you, you have to rely on no one but your self in fixing your mess and patching up your life together again. I tend to depend a lot on others because I find happiness in knowing that other people choose to depend on me, too. Now, however, is probably the time to learn how to keep distance and strive on my own.