The Things That Truly Matter

I haven't feared for anything this much ever in my life. On the other hand, I haven't prayed and had faith this much either. Lord, I trust in You. I know You will not let me down.

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So the past week has been filled with lots of emotions. The anxiety that I've been experiencing is more than I can handle, but thanks to my family and my friends, I've remained somehow sane. I realized a lot of things about life because of what I'm going through. I wish I wouldn't have to be in this situation again, but I'm very thankful for the big and small things that I'm getting from this experience. I just wish that I come out of this phase of my life stronger, more confident, and more conscientious than ever. And hopefully, with a Bachelor in Science degree in Psychology.

Good thing it was Holy Week, too, because I was able to reflect and pray. I went to Church everyday and prayed, prayed, prayed. I haven't been a good Catholic admittedly--not being able to go to mass regularly--but my faith in Jesus has never faltered. Although it did not always surface as much as it should be, I always believe. In times of doubt, fear, and uncertainty, what is always certain is that He is there. He will take care of us. He will bless and guide us through it all.

Lord, I have faith in You. I know You will not forsake me.